Unfortunately, someone copied my last blog and sent it to Heather. Obviously my candid expression hurt her feelings. Everything I said was absolutely expressive of how I feel, however, I felt I was expressing my feelings in a place that I felt was safe, among "friends". If Heather was a reader of this blog, I would have expressed myself more carefully. There is no point in going on about this part of my this post, because the person who sent it to her has since been removed.
The outpouring of support last night was unreal. I felt very loved, and very understood.
But, apparently I need to be more careful about who I trust with my private feelings. In the wrong hands, my feelings can be very misunderstood.
In the future, since we're all friends here, feel free to express concern ABOUT me TO me. Why go to my mother? That causes a mess on it's own, thanks. And if you feel like you can't talk to me, then please let me know, as you shouldn't be reading my private blog.